The church today is terrified of doubt. Doubt has become the new unpardonable sin. As one conservative talk show host said recently, tears in his eyes, \u201cIt\u2019s better to believe in something, even if it\u2019s wrong.\u201d<\/p>\n
That is not faith. But we are so afraid of questions that we will deny any evidence placed before us before we will admit doubts. We are so afraid of doubt that we will stand firm long after it is clear we are wrong because it is better to be certain and wrong than admit uncertainty.<\/p>\n
And yet, over and over in the lives of the saints in the Bible, we read of their moments of doubt. Read the lives of the great Christians of the past, and every one of them faced doubt and often more than once in their Christian lives. To doubt is to be human, to recognize human frailty and the limits of human knowledge and experience. Paul tells us that now \u201cwe see through a glass darkly,\u201d now \u201cwe know in part\u201d (KJV<\/em>, I Corinthians 13.12). In this life, we will never know the answers to all the questions that face us, and it is only hubris, the worst kind of arrogance to suggest we can.<\/p>\n Faith is no more the absence of doubt than courage is the absence of fear. In Mark chapter 9, a man brought his son to the disciples, a child tormented by seizures, but they were unable to heal him. And when the man brought his son to Christ, the child fell into a fit, and his father said to Christ, \u201cif you can do anything, please have compassion on my son.\u201d<\/p>\n Christ looked at the man and said, \u201cIf you can believe, all things are possible to those who believe.\u201d<\/p>\n And that father, torn by doubt, cried out, tears streaming down his face, \u201cI believe, oh, help me believe\u201d (KJV<\/em>, Mark 9.17-27).<\/p>\n Jesus didn\u2019t condemn him for his doubt. Jesus didn\u2019t berate him. Jesus didn\u2019t say, \u201cI\u2019m sorry. Your faith just isn\u2019t strong enough.\u201d Jesus healed<\/em> his son. Jesus healed his son because, in the midst of doubt, the man believed. Hebrews 11: 1 tells us that \u201cFaith is the substance of things hoped for<\/em>, the evidence of things not seen<\/em>\u201d (KJV<\/em>, Heb. 11.1). Faith is not dead certainty. Faith is not blind belief. Faith comes with humility and a contrite heart.<\/p>\n Hours before his crucifixion, Jesus told his disciples he would be taken and they would abandon him. When Peter heard Christ\u2019s words, he said, \u201cOh. no, Jesus. Not me. All these may doubt, but not me. I will be faithful. I will be true.\u201d And Jesus looked him in the eye and said, \u201cPeter, before the cock crows twice, you will deny me thrice.\u201d<\/p>\n And, Peter said, \u201cI will die<\/em> before I deny you\u201d (KJV<\/em>, Matthew 26. 31-35). Peter was so angry<\/em>. How could Jesus doubt his faith? And moments later, when Judas came with the betrayer\u2019s kiss, and the high priest\u2019s servant stepped forward to take Jesus into custody, Peter leapt forward, swinging his blade, and if the servant hadn\u2019t ducked, Peter would have taken off his head instead of his ear (KJV<\/em>, John 18:10-11). And then, does Jesus reward him for his faith? No, Jesus turns to Peter and tells him to put down his sword, that those who live by the sword, die by the sword, then heals the servant\u2019s wound before meekly going to his doom. And before the cock crowed morning, Peter, cursing and angry, had denied Christ (KJV<\/em>, Luke 22.51-62).<\/p>\n And then, in his humiliation, then, his pride broken, then, his arrogance drowned in tears, heartbroken, then, Peter was open to faith. On Sunday morning, when Christ arose from the dead, and the women coming to bind his body found an angel waiting for them, the angel told them \u201ctell his disciples and Peter<\/em> that he will see them in Galilee just as he promised (KJV<\/em>, Mark 16.1-7). Tradition says that some short time later, Christ spoke to Peter, privately, and we don\u2019t know what was said, but Peter, his arrogance obliterated, found faith, and with faith, forgiveness.<\/p>\n The true response to doubt is not blind faith. The true response to doubt is humility and prayer, patience and fervent study, waiting on God, who in his own good time, will come to us.<\/p>\n God, grant us the humility to endure doubt \u00a9 Bill Stifler, 2009<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" The church today is terrified of doubt. Doubt has become the new unpardonable sin. As one conservative talk show host said recently, tears in his eyes, \u201cIt\u2019s better to believe in something, even if it\u2019s wrong.\u201d That is not faith. 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\nTeach us to pray, in faith believing,
\nand when all hope is gone,
\nhelp us turn to your word,
\nhelp us turn to you in prayer,
\nbroken and humble,
\nto find faith.<\/em><\/p>\n